I know this shit don't make any sense but this is the only way where I can bare out almost everything that's been disturbing me for the last couple of weeks. I feel like I'm losing my mind everytime silence welcomes me, and all the insecurities and heartbreaks in life comes crashing back.
I wish I could go back to my childhood days where my only problem was a book-less weekend. Now it seems like wherever I go, I couldn't attain the respect and belongingness that I've been searching for almost all my life.
I may look happy, but inside there's this certain void that couldn't be filled. I don't understand myself, I want to cry but I can't. I want to run away but I won't.
I want to give up, to end everything. But I won't. Bitterness has kept me going on.
And Love?That's a foolish thing. Love's for the weak minded. I've long ago stopped dreaming that one day my prince charming would come and sweep me off my feet.
I'm still searching for my purpose here on earth. But I hope It'd be soon cause I don't know how long I could hold on.
I wish I could go back to my childhood days where my only problem was a book-less weekend. Now it seems like wherever I go, I couldn't attain the respect and belongingness that I've been searching for almost all my life.
I may look happy, but inside there's this certain void that couldn't be filled. I don't understand myself, I want to cry but I can't. I want to run away but I won't.
I want to give up, to end everything. But I won't. Bitterness has kept me going on.
And Love?That's a foolish thing. Love's for the weak minded. I've long ago stopped dreaming that one day my prince charming would come and sweep me off my feet.
I'm still searching for my purpose here on earth. But I hope It'd be soon cause I don't know how long I could hold on.
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