Hey I'm back! Cheers and more beers! Walang internet connection for several days kaya di ako nakapag OL at mejo tinatamad din (himala!) xoxo

Yeah, my day sucks. The infatuation is still there, and no, I'm not referring to the Typecast over-played song. I'm talking about my infatuation over someone whom I thought I was over with. This sucks totally, I'm so effin furious. Aw, I'm not in the mood to explain things over.

Am I not worth every fall? Fuck

Sa wakas, nakapag register na ako para sa COMELEC. But it wasn't easy, uh huh. 'tis what happened:

The whole country had a week long registration thingy for the COMELEC and Barangay elections. It started last monday I think and ended today. Yesterday, being the lazy that I am, I decided to follow the sacred saying "Better late than never", meaning bukas nalang ako magpaparegister kasi tinatamad ako. So what I did was to just roam around our purok and let the purok officials sign my Purok clearance.

The next day (which is today).

The registration area was at the City Hall, knowing that today would be the last day I arrived at the place at around 5:30 in the morning( yeah) expecting it to be deserted, which to my utterly dismay, was not. Almost a hundred and fifty people were already there, even though the office would open up at 8 am. Step one was to present your BC (birth c.) and PC (Purok c.) So, kasi wala na akong magawa, pumila na lang ako. And the most annoying thing was the office opened up late, 9:30 am! 'twas pure hell really. I stood in line for almost an hour (4 pag ininclude ko yung time na di pa open yung office) before ko nakuha yung form. After receiving the form, I thought that would be the end of my misery. But it was only the beginning.

More people were coming in; asking for the form for COMELEC and SK registration, transfering and picture taking for the ID. It was as if the whole city was there, 'twas so tiring. Yeah yeah.

Step two was to fill up the form and have it checked by the COMELEC officials then get your number for the picture taking. Sounds easy right? Not! It took me almost 5 and a half hours before I finally got my number. It was after countless cursings and several bottles of water that God finally pitied me. Hehehe.

Moral Lesson? Remember the saying "Better late than never"? Don't you ever believe it, Hahahaha. Yeah, so if you have something important to do, do it now!

Jeez, am I making sense? xoxo

09:36 pm

So what's wrong with me? Time in, time out. Haha, am I making any sense? Jeez, well nakapagdecide na ko na I would speak my pinkamamahal na language (Filipino) and English and some Bisaya here in my blog. Uh huh, I know I sound stupid but I don't care. Who cares anyway?

Oh well, kakainis sabado pa naman ngayon pero wala akong bakasyon. I have to sign some documents para sa registration for the Comelec bukas. Harhar, Ok bukas na ko mag e-explain. Some freaks (peace!) are making papansin. Hardy-har-har. xoxo

04:54 pm

Hey, what's with everybody? Woke up in the wrong side of the bed? Really, what's wrong with them?

Weeee, just passing by. I still have to study for my exam tomorrow. xoxo

Wee, I'm just gonna make this one short. I have to study and study and study for my upcoming exams tomorrow. Shucks, I have 4 tomorrow and 3 on friday. Wish me luck guys, specially on my Math. xoxo

I am totally bored, as in totally. It sucks bigtime, plus I have to study and answer some effin homeworks. Shucks, just the thought of staying up late at night makes my head ache. Haha, I'm a very lazy person (obviously). Rawr, am I making any sense? I jez wanna sleep. Sleep sleep sleep, and if may gigising saken I'd make him puke his guts out.

Wahahaha, what the effin hell is happening with me? Maybe this is the result of too much bavarian donuts. Argghhh, my pet tummy is growling (see what I mean?), I have to eat a horse (nyoiks! it's an expression.. mmkay?) or maybe yet, chicken. YAhooo!!! I have to go, taralets bagets! Woot! xoxo

I am a lil desperate on how to play the guitar. It's kinda ironic cuz I got my guitar six years ago yet now lang aq nagka interest n mg play ng guitar, Oh the irony of life. Well, no use crying over spilt milk... if you know what I mean. Lolx

Weeee, examination is again around the corner. Pssh, as if im interested (which I am not!). Really, I'm so emotionally and physically drained. Yeah hotness.

I need to study. Uh huh, study study study. After exams I'll be back to my same ol' routine. Plus I missed writing poems and those unfinished stories. No, I haven't yet learned the result of the essay-writing contest. I'm scared, I know I have no chances but I had done everything I could and I'll just let God do the rest.

Woot, gotta study. xoxo

The Reality of Teenage Suicide

What would your reaction be if you found out that one of your friends just committed suicide? Would you be shocked? Cry out loud? Or would you just shrug it off? The most natural reaction would be to weep and after reality will sink in one would surely want to hit himself for not noticing the signs, warning signs that were much too obvious to notice.

Teenage suicide, as what they say, is the self-killing of a teenager. And the most alarming thing is that it’s the second leading cause of death among teenagers. We can’t actually say that it’s rare because we have read it in the newspapers, saw it on the television and even heard it from other people.

Some say that it is often difficult to identify teenagers who are contemplating suicide partly because teenagers in particular are often reluctant to reveal the problems they are experiencing or their inner thoughts. Unfortunately many teens also conceal their inner pains and fears so that even their parents and closest friends have no idea that they are suffering and considering suicide. But remember, while it is not always possible to recognize the signs of suicidal tendencies or preventing a teenager to commit suicide, knowledge of the causes and factors of suicide can be a huge help.

There are several different warning signs for friends and family members to look out to. The different warning signs of a possible suicide include a previous attempt, depression, talking about death, withdrawal from friends and increased risk taking. Sometimes the signs are too normal to notice but observing can make a difference.

The causes, however, are much too plenty. It can be family disruption, depression, unwanted pregnancy, rejection, bullying from others, escape, a terrible loss, guilt, seeking for attention, manipulation from others, revenge, impulsiveness or maybe expression of love. Lack of parental interest in their teenage children may be considered a factor in teenage suicide: according to one study 90 percent of suicidal teenagers believed their families did not understand them.

How do we able to respond to the problem of suicide? Be a friend and act like a friend. Don’t just listen, act something. Their future depends on you. You don’t want to carry the burden of guilt, do you? Listen carefully, sensitively, patiently—and take no chances. You can help your friend seek for professional help. Getting help may involve contacting a family physician or taking the young person to a local hospital, calling a suicide crisis center or hotline, involving the local mental health or children’s service agencies, or consulting a professional Christian psychologist or psychiatrist. Prayers are also included; nothing is more powerful than the Lord’s help. Whatever it takes: GET HELP.

The road to recovery will not be easy. The road can be pretty bumpy but just hold on; everything will be all worth it. Help them realize that life’s too short and too precious to just end it right away. Help them grasp the truth, that reality does hurt but its all part of life’s existence, that without these problems, we cannot be a much greater person.

With you suicide survivors can create a brand new life, a life full of meaning and appreciation for the things existing around them. Life is created by God alone, He’s the one who created us and He’s also the only one who has the right to take life away.

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Well, that was my effin entry for the essay writing contest. Yeah I know it sucks so please, don't criticize me... I'm so effin full of it. xoxo

My day so far was good. Yeah, I got 22/30 in my Literature quiz (i'm the highest), 22/25 in Filipino (highest again!lolx) and I'm almost through with the essay.

Well, I still have plenty of things to do bummer. I have to prepare my report in Literature & Management, finish my Econ & Finance homeworks and study for next week's Preliminary exams.
I hate school, it brings out the devil in me. :]] xoxo

The Odious

Oh hell, I'm still halfway through my essay. Sucks, I'm not in the effin mood to write. Anyway, what did I do today?Hmm.. nothing. Lol. I hate school, it brings out the devil in me. Oh righty baby. Lol

I'm not in the mood really, I have tons of homework to do. Argg.. schoolwork is pureshit. Retard Bla bla bla...

I have to go, It's dinnertime already. xoxo

Well, I was busy for quite some time so I wasn't able to blog in for like three days. Well, nothing much happened actually. Same ol' routine: school-net-library-home, 'twas so boring.

Well if you're curious of how I'm dealing with the essay now, well... it's okay. I guess. *sigh* I can't put the right words in the right place nor translate what I want to write in English. Hardy-har-har, it's hard if you're not good in english then you try to enter an essay-writing contest. But hey, just like what I've said in my past entry, What's life without taking chances?. Yeah, I'm just trying my luck you know.

Anyway, life now is getting more and more complicated. And it sucks bigtime. I need to relax and unwind. School sucks bigtime.