Teenage Drama Queen

I should have started my diet weeks ago. Sheesh, time is running out and I am desperate to lose effin weight.

School, I am beginning to hate school even more. I don't attend school activites and I know what the result will be, yep sanction. Oh bitch, I just hate everything and everyone in school. I want to transfer to another school, a place where no one will recognize me. I so hate smc. I've been there for almost all my life, starting from 1st grade and upto now, 2nd year. Oh yea, fidelity award baby (not that I'm proud of it, of course not!). Anyway, I feel guilty for not doing good in school but I can't help it, school brings out the devil in me. Yet I won't promise anything. Uh huh, no way.

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There's plenty of things that I wanna do: I wanna have a lip pierce, tatoo somewhere in my fat body (undecided), dye my hair (not all, just some portions), travel the world, and write stories. Well, that's just some from my neverending list of wishes.

I wish wishes do come true. :[

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Anyway, we just celebrated our first month together! Although we didn't had the chance to chat, he called later around 1:03:10 am just to greet me. So sweet of him, I love him even more xoxo. I'm willing to wait even if it takes a lifetime. *Sigh* The distance is killing me. Oh sweet misery.

But, you're worth the wait sweetie. I love you even though I'm not that good in expressing it.

I love you, I miss you and I'm willing to wait.